What My Week Taught Me

My week begins with a Sunday visitor after my morning spiritual rituals…….

img_2531teaching me that a ‘Dream of the Night’ (Moth) rooted in Joy is out in the morning Sun for me to behold and appreciate…..so as I return into the the apartment, everything in it is to be rearranged, once again (the 4th and I believe last time.) It is extremely good and demonstrative of the evolving awareness and flow of our time here together; however, admittedly, it stifled me at first. I am grateful it had me taking a long, insightful look over the next few days with what is taking place, the gift of what I bring to places I visit and pray for………not only others, but because I know it comes through myself……so it is all me, and yet it is not me.

I am grateful each rearranging has been completely mutual, coordinated, synchronized. Even though this time ‘felt’ different. I have shared and honored, “This is not ‘my place,’ what do you want?” when asked up to now; however, this time it is made perfectly clear I am a visitor when I am asked to engage in helping. In the process of it all taking place, was a demanding vibration….even though I could see the good and the answer to all our requests. What I did not see was my “Napoleon” with the ASC module’s recording space……I also got to witness how I have evolved in staying gratefully quiet, compassionate with the process, and staying helpful…..in the moment…..

Once the Blessed Rearrangement completes, I want to fly off……….


However, Napoleon brings me the Alligator energies, the curious fun of looking at all the angles…


Then, Napoleon alerts me to a visitor, the promise of Caterpillar….seeming to glow the joy and magic; and it reminds me to fly with it……..well, I am in the mush currently, reconstructing all my pieces.


The Fire Ants get my Right Foot really good….. The team has stung me, and as I face my own responsibility in this….. I have no better Teacher than who I am here with….”Thank you Great Spirit!” I know without a doubt is preparing for the Animal Child Ashram; however, it does not make this easy. There is a part of me, admittedly feels defeated.

Monday…..The medicine of the Fire Ants, Napoleon, My Stand-up Madonna…20170522_124937462_iOS

and being unable emotionally to call my prayer partner, has me at a moment of decision……I am in the deep depression….. then, gratefully the Amino Acids arrive to begin resetting hormones….and my heart empathizes with Napoleon being ill. As I do the ‘Hoppo’opono prayer with him, I feel how grateful I am at how He is demonstrating the energetic releasing of my depression.


I am so grateful for the Inner Wisdom as I have ‘sat with myself’ since the Storm (in all those ways) came through that Sunday, including taking out Wifi/cable, and now here on Tuesday, it is still out. The mutually deep, compassionate, honest, respectful communication between my Host and myself takes us to a deeper appreciation and also brings about trial runs in the studio for the next course in the ASC module……By the way, Napoleon is bright-eyed, healthy, and has his appetite back!!


However, on Wednesday, I learn I must complete a full timeline for the Video recording of the Stories for the Studio time…….and, it is confirmed in a most interesting way, I will be leaving the end of June and all recordings will be complete…..so my fasting begins till the Timeline outline up to the end of the first 50 state Peregrination begins.


Napoleon and I get the home all dry, packed back up……


and I am so grateful how I can feel the Amino Acids kicking in…


and I am reminded of the lone Ceremony I had Sunday of letting the tearful Goddess go.

..my depression is beginning to lift; and I am so grateful how through even the toughest (what I can only term ‘smoosh,’ emotional weeks on a personal level) there is a peace, a harmony, and compassionate energy with all of us working together; with yet a strong “on our own,” focus, and clear boundaries. There is absolutely no reason or need to run….The Buffalo faces it, the Elephant clears through it, and the Goat makes every leap surefooted…..


The power of the mind….the vibrational attraction….is clear on Thursday as I complete the early portion of the timeline, and take a walk. Dirtbikes and fourwheeler being ridden by some young human animals…..big part of my childhood!….


I cannot resist any longer ….. I hear you Daniel Boone …. every time I pass, I hear, “Your blazing new trail, no one said it was easy….simple, not easy…..one step at a time.”

Grateful internet returns, though Spirit already had me started editing through my external hardrive storage to complete the Timeline by my deadline….and honor my Host.


Yes, I am….and I am grateful for the reminder……and Napoleon demonstrates this to me clearly…….and I am told, once again to begin the “Napoleon Blog.”……..for right now, I am clearly learning another level of Independence…..and I am grateful He is keeping my heart open with purpose.

Friday I am reminded of my word for the year, “Faith,” through the church sign I pass every morning. I changed this morning.


Exactly….Faith and Trust….that is how I have gotten this far, and my love for the Animals. Faith Spirit gives me the clarity with the steps, strength to move forward, peace with all my relations, supply for all needed to be done and cared for, loving guidance in all actions, everything…….I can see that Spirit, quite frankly, …with a lot of things…..deepening this in me…..along with my gratitude.

Then, I receive the most amazing compliment about how I have been handling everything with such Grace….that if this past week or so had been ‘theirs,’ it would have been done & over for them, that they would have left immediately, angrily. I know the thoughts were in my mind; however, that is not my real Heart…those were thoughts, feelings, and I left them in the woods……My Heart, is like the Heart of …..Animals.


My Saturday, the wrap up of the week……………………….I will prepare in another entry.

Arigato……Mitake Oyasin

What I Learned This Week

Meditation brought a sense of revisiting the Crab sign I have been born into and the Koala Bear, which I had a fascination with as a child…..only on a deeper, non-intellectual, experiential lay feeling the metaphysical characteristics. Something I have ‘known’ before, even experienced before; however, there is an added element now. Yet, it is something I cannot quite describe, at this time.

Been watching these Beauties prepare for blossoming, like the new awareness of my Self-discovery blossoming within me. It is auspicious to me how they chose to open today. I have also been witnessing how it seems the Altar makes shifts soon after a time like this, and it is now happening quicker and quicker.

It follows synchronistically that I am guided into first the first run through, with music, of my version of the Ananda Mandala. The magic continues later as Luna, the neighborhood rescue Horse, allows me to pet for the first time. (She does not normally allow) Then I am blessed with a gifted massage!


The next day, as I continue I feel in my meditation ‘how,’ the ‘why,’ the ‘now,’ of my, what I would call, a straying away of disciplined practices. What a HUGE difference a vision can take. I notice there is a new appreciation of the “Monkey mind” taming, and sliding into be-ing the meditation. With a deeper appreciation of how ‘re-beginning’ is part of the teaching and fully claiming them…as my own Divine’s ‘work.’


That’s right….ya gotta live it, to share it……to do it, ya gotta be it. The day is so filled with promising Joy….even the sunrise is filled with a glory.

The MayaHara Meditation recording is complete and a way of sharing it has also come…..whoohoo! I love the perfect guidance and following the steps…..a pathway is being made, this I keep in trust.

I love how everyday, the noon Deeksha and YogaChi practice, rejuvenates me, limbers me, and brings perfect clarity on my afternoon’s ‘work.’ Today, it is to begin 365 Animal Gratitude book

As I affirm and claim it….bring me the guidance to work it…..auspiciously the Crows come. I am loving my life!

Friday…..it is heading to Beach


Saturday……it is claiming some jean shorts at Salvation Army for another patent pending clothing idea!! I am so ready for shift in my attire which will honor all parts of me.

The shift was wonderful…it did not stop at the Altar……the entire apartment takes a shift, cleaning and furniture moving. Wow! What a blessed difference. When the Energy is flowing, keep it going.

Let it move through the layers and reach all the ‘players.’



What I Learned 

Today, I learned I am grateful to hear the Owl hoot out this morning during my early morning pray-in….She spoke this morning after what seems like a long silence and after a long first night in the new apartment configuration. It was night full of lucid dreaming states filled with positive affirming prayer work.

I listen to Her and as I began my morning practices, I am reminded to just be, relax, be gentle with myself, follow and feel the flow through this unknown time.

Meditation and spiritual practices becomes a time of platonic cuddling, just being held, which …. I am reminded. From my Inner Heart, is a beautiful healing practice in itself….nothing involved, just a willingness to hold and be held…..no strings attached.

So grateful for the ability to have Lemon Ginger water begin…..it is definitely time! Cleansing,   hydrating, alkalining, and disperses energies in the body…..besides tasting super nice.

I get a package delivered….so grateful to receive!!  Definitely more than I imagined.

Wow!! I had been asked by a special Friend “”What do you need?”…..Then a message, “There’s a package on its way.”

There was SO much more, and extremely thoughtful items I knew I need, but did not list….Spirit knew, and it arrived in abundance!

Grateful the large “Spine” gift from the Beach has got a team of Ants working it….to do anything alone is but impossible;  however, if you got a team with your Spirit….and you recognize your Spirit, through us all, now there is  a built-in team……

Grateful for a few more firsts today…..The song which plays on my Flute, turns out to be a mixture of the Moola Mantra and Navajo invoking prayers…..today, It asks to be recorded at the Noon Deeksha.

Apparently the Lucid dreaming work processed some energy within me……and I have been in and out of a nauseated state…..

One thing I have learned is, I acknowledge it, thank the sensation for what it is teaching me and as I keep affirming my health, and focus on whatever I am working on…..it seems to fade in the background.

I am grateful for my health, I am grateful for my guidance, I am grateful to hear my Heart and the Wisdom it shares with me.


We are the Animals

We all love Animals, many of us want to help the Animals; however, we want to instill Laws and demand good treatment.

However, as Abraham stated,  “Laws are to make one feel better about what the other person is doing”…….it does not bring about true and lasting change.

What really happens is an unconscious feeding of anger and hostility, by those who feel their “rights” have been stepped on.

For real change, it must come from inside one’s own Heart, when we begin to FEEL that what is happening to the other Animals.

Basically, What is happening with the Animals is really what is happening within our OWN Consciousness……our OWN minds.  Even plainer, “If we see it, we got it.”

I teach and demonstrate how what we think, feel, and most of all, BELIEVE is what is mirrored to us throughout the Animal Kingdom…….including all the Human Animals. 

My own experience of transforming my Canine Bed and Breakfast and Animal Rescue through learning and putting into action Spiritual Principles is the foundation of AHOWAN and APITHAN.

The numerous Animals around me literally saved my Life, by demonstrating what I REALLY believed…..non-human Animals cannot lie or hide anything… Their lives transformed, as I changed my thinking. I changed my beliefs from the Human Competitive Mind to the Creative Peaceful Truth.

As I traveled the 50 states on my Harley Road King during the first and second Peregrination, this further demonstrated throughout the USA in every Ceremonial Workshop, in every Campground, Gas Station, in every State. I could not stop there, Spirit sent me to India. 

So after a second Peregrination, these Truths completely transformed a several thousand Animal Rescue or “Animal Ashram”  in less than 6 months in Lucknow, India while volunteering as the Animal Chaplain and Ashram Consultant. I provided consulting work on a 24/7 basis. I have witnessed it over and over again. Does not matter the age, race, species, country, religion……

The Spiritual Principles of  Life, or Divine Laws is the only true way to create lasting change and has been demonstrated over and over throughout Ahowan’s peregrinations across the USA, Canada, Costa Rica, India, Singapore, and Sri Lanka.

These Spiritual principles are applied and utilized throughout the Human experience by many highly respected Wisdom teachers; however, APITHAN chooses to challenge ALL Animal Lovers to put these Laws into action with ALL Species and in their work.

APITHAN chooses to show, worldwide, how when we open and accept within our Hearts the energy, behavior, and characteristics of the Animals before us…..HONESTLY, WITH FULL INTEGRITY…..Peace can and will reign.  A level of respect, gratitude, and love brings harmony into the relationship.

It is through Conscious Awareness of these Spiritual Laws being applied in a positive, uplifting way that we can all live in Peace or Peacefully Encompass All Creations Energies.

It becomes hard to deny our Oneness with any Animal when we awaken to the realization what they are mirroring to us……It IS coming from our own minds, our own beliefs.

What is really awesome……is WE HAVE THE POWER TO CHANGE THE MIRROR!! Just imagine how this changes the LIVES of ALL the Animals in a LOVING and PEACEFUL way.

As each one of us awakens to our Oneness, we automatically begin healing the Animals, in a lasting permanent way that propels us into the Golden Age…… “WE ARE THE ANIMALS” LIFTING THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE WORLD…………Each One of US!! 

Indigenous Wisdom in the Modern World brings Peaceful Oneness for All

Rev MyShell Howler of http://www.ahowan.org